Definition of a Fool: n. 1. One who is regarded as
deficient in judgment or understanding. 2. One who acts unwisely... 3. One
who has been tricked or made to appear ridiculous. 4. To confound, or
surprise, especially pleasantly.
Supposedly, Good Friday was April Fool's Day, the day
Christ was crucified. This is why decades ago, the Catholic Church
NEVER held religious ceremonies such as Baptism, First Holy Communion,
Marriages, or other sacred rites on that date.
APRIL FOOL = A rebel against God. MATTHEW 5,
22:13;
Traditionally, April Fool means that the person is sent
on a chase after something he already has. (In my case, I made a promise to
do anything for additional life, when I already had eternal life. So the
cosmic joke was on me!)
THE FOOL CARD - TAROT - This card
represents childlike innocence, trusting your instincts, inexperience, new
experiences, being carefree, being free, be lacking in thought and discipline.
In fact, anything is possible at this time. so get out there and experience it
now. The step you take into the unknown may be life changing.
THE MERRIAM WEBSTER DICTIONARY version states;
APRIL FOOL DEFINITIONS; "practical joke n: a joke whose humor stems from
the tricking or abuse of an individual placed somehow at a disadvantage."
APRIL FOOL DIVINE SIGNS: All Divine Signs mean
that I am doing what I am supposed to be doing to fulfill my promise made to
The White Light, 4-1-1962!
All divine signs come from 'outside' meaning that I
cannot create them; they come from someone else who knows nothing that April
fool is my divine sign!
It was an incredibly traumatic time in my life. I had been going
through many outrageous, unbelievable, traumatic events - all associated with
April Fool, all blatantly related to April 1, the numbers 147, or the words April Fool. I did not make the connection to my promise
to the White Light for I had suppressed that memory, and actually realized I
suffered from amnesia for years.
Yet, I knew it meant 'something', something very important -
but what? I realized these April 1 and April Fool signs meant something
special to me. I knew someone was trying to give me hints about what was
going on. I also told my friends somehow these 'signals or signs' meant this
was part of my destiny and what I had to do - but how, why?
I would become so confused, angry, and terrified, that I would stomp
around my apartment or office, shaking my fists at the sky and yelling, "I am
telling you, God, I cannot take anymore! No more!"
Before falling asleep exhausted, I would pray to God, asking God to
tell me what was going on, why was all this happening to me!
After several nights and days of talking to God and begging for
answers. I received the answer to my prayers.
My mother had stored all of my baby and childhood mementos in her home
miles from Los Angeles. I
never thought to ask her for them. My mother died a few years prior.
My older sister, Nevada, cleaned out my mother's belongings and had placed my
mother's belongings in storage in her garage, also in the area.
In 1976, on April Fool's day, I was sitting on the floor in my
apartment in California. I was packing the books
in my bookcase to move into my grandma's antique steamer trunk. I was not
looking up, just reaching up into the bookcase and grabbing books to place
into the trunk while sitting on the floor in front of the bookcase.
I had packed quite a few books, when I reached up and pulled down what
appeared to be a certificate holder. I stopped to look at what I was holding
in my hand. I gasped. I could not believe my eyes! I spoke aloud, "Oh, my
God! Oh, my God!" I read and re-read the certificate, shaking my head in
disbelief, repeating over and over, "Oh, my God!"
Mom had this before she died, now Nevada had it in her garage hundreds
of miles from where I was moving from. The certificate had
'teleported'!
I could not stop reading it over and over again. In a flood of
memories, I remembered my promise to the White Light to 'do anything' for
additional life when I died on the operating table in 1962.
In a flashback, I was back in the black tunnel. I relived, or
re-died, the experience in vivid detail. I saw the 'light'! What struck me
the most, echoed over and over again in my brain, was the message from the
White Light when my request for additional life was granted. The White Light
had granted me additional life and when I wanted to know what I had to do in
exchange for additional life, the White Light told me, "You will know when you
have done what it is you are to do."
NOW I knew! The April Fool, April 1, first of April, were all Divine
Signs from the White Light telling me this is what I had to do to fulfill my
promise made so many years before!
I had received so many within the past couple of years, beginning on April 1,
1975, I realized that these Divine Signs only meant that when I received the
Divine Signs - it only meant this was PART of what I was to do!
I was elated that I finally realized the significance of the Divine
Signs. I was simultaneously horrified to recall that I had promised the White
Light "to do anything" for additional life.
Then I began to wonder why April Fool? Foolish, stupid, ignorant? I
tried to recall what April Fool's day traditionally meant.
What happened on April Fool's day? I hadn't packed my dictionary yet,
I looked it up - the gist of the definition that I saw that day, was a day
when practical jokes are played on others, usually sending someone after
something they didn't need or wasn't necessary.
No one liked to be called a Fool! I hated thinking that I was a Fool! My mind raced, trying to figure it all out. What was the White Light
trying to tell me? That I didn't need to do these things? That could not be
right, the only thing I knew was that I had to do these things related to the
Divine Signs - I was trapped. There was no way for me to just get out of
these traumatic events.
I had been pacing up and down the room, I practically ran over to the
bookcase. I looked at the area where my hand had grabbed the teleported First
Holy Communion Certificate. I wanted to see how April Fool tied in with the
Divine Sign - besides my receiving my First Holy Communion on that day in
1951, 11 years before I had died on the operating table in 1962.
My mouth dropped open when I saw and grabbed my First Holy Communion
Prayer Book! My mother had this, too! Nevada had it in her garage! Now it
was here, it too! It had teleported here on this April Fool's day for me to
find. I opened the beautiful prayer book after admiring the Mother of Pearl
cover. It was so precious, the edges of the pages coated with gold leaf.
There was a bookmark stuck in between pages. I lifted out the
bookmark to see the Virgin Mary above a calendar.
"Oh, my gosh!" How could this be? The calendar covered the years
around the time of my accident in 1962 when I died on the operating table! I
had not had possession of this book since I was a little girl! How could a
calendar covering four years - 9 years AFTER my First Holy Communion, gotten
inside of my prayer book from when I was a little girl?
Here it was. I studied the calendar, turning it over in my hands.
Studying the dates. Then I thought of something!
I had been in the car accident in 1962 on Good Friday night. I had
died on the operating table on Holy Saturday, at one minute before midnight
and been 'resurrected' one minute and 22 seconds after midnight, on what had
to be Easter Sunday!
"Oh, my God!" What if Easter Sunday in 1962 was April Fool's Day?
Here was a calendar of holy days in the Catholic Church for four years
including, 1962. I could not catch my breath when I saw that Easter Sunday in
1962 was, indeed, April Fool's Day!
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Beautiful cover of my First Holy Communion Prayer Book. |
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This is the Virgin Mary bookmark I found. It covers 1962, & shows April Fool was Easter Sunday. The day I was resurrected after making a promise. |
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Prayer Card inside of my First Holy Communion Prayer Book. |
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Picture of Jesus, Angels & Children inside of my First Holy Communion Prayer Book. |
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Gold Crucifix inside of my First Holy Communion Prayer Book. |
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