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Jussta Few of My Divine Signs - 1990!

Long, long ago, I realized that I needed to try and keep a log of the Divine Signs I have received from the White Light. I have moved so many times, traveled around the world for 14 years alone - that many Divine Signs are NOT documented, but many are - and here are only about 5% of all of my Divine Signs received telling me that whatever I am doing is part of fulfilling my promise made on April 1, 1962, to the White Light to do anything for additional life! One of my problems is that I have stacks and binders and different logs in my computer and in safe places.

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JANUARY OR FEBRUARY 1990 (?) - April Fool - Starving Dog - Lake Arrowhead, CA

I moved up to Lake Arrowhead to a beautiful rental home above the village and lake to write the second book in my autobiographical series - which covers the most traumatic part of my life - and during the time the White Light began calling up the promise I had made so many years before. Part of this book, is my father's murder because of ME! I always knew it - I was told that he was murdered and there would be 'no autopsy' - and there was no autopsy.

Lake Arrowhead was a beautiful, peaceful, inspirational setting for me to write this painful period of my life. I would take breaks and take what could almost be called a 'path' down the Lake Arrowhead, Village to have coffee at the local bakery.

On the way up and down the hill, every day, sometimes several times a day, I would stop at a high chain-link fence and talk to a beautiful Rottweiler dog who cried and moaned to me. I would try to soothe the sweet dog. I used to do psychic readings for animals and this dog was telling me it was starving! I looked up at the large beautiful, multi-storied home which was surrounded by towering pine trees and think to myself, "I must be wrong! I am hearing the dog wrong!"

Over the next few days, I made more trips down to the village. Each time, this sweet dog kept crying and telling me it was starving! I have always been an advocate of a cause I believe in! I felt outraged that anyone would do this to such a sweet, adorable dog - but then, you never really know from appearances what is going on behind closed doors...

Enough was enough. The dog insisted it was starving! I took courage and one evening when I saw the lights come on - I walked down and knocked on the front door. A lovely woman opened the door. I told her how strange this would sound - but I told her what the dog was telling me. Of course, she was shocked and appalled. I gave her my phone number. I told her I was up here writing a book - she then said she was a former book editor and would love to read it. I jumped at the chance - thinking as I walked back to my home hidden under the pines that this was why the dog was telling me it was starving - the White Light was working through the dog to find an editor for me!

The White Light was working all right - in more ways than one! The woman telephoned me the very next morning confessing that it was her teenage son's job to feed the dog - most days he was NOT feeding the dog! Indeed, the poor dog was starving because some teenage kid ignored his chores. Her son was probably grounded for life - or at least until he left home. At least the dog never told me it was starving again - instead it always told me how grateful it was and always had the funniest dog smile greeting for me.

I cannot recall how long it was before I completed my book - but when it was done, I found the courage to call the neighbor and ask her if she meant what she said that she would, indeed, read my manuscript. Without hesitation, she responded yes - and came over immediately to pick it up. When I handed the manuscript to her - I cautioned her that none of the names had been changed in my manuscript because when I write, it feels like I am channeling, it comes through as fast as I can type - and I type almost 120 wpm - at least then!

I also told her it would all have to be kept confidential - it was autobiographical and ALL TRUE - at least as much as I knew at the writing of Journey Of A Soul - Part II - Money, Deeds, Or Sorrow. I could not write and change the names and keep them straight - so I thought after she read it and told me the grammatical or punctuation errors - that I would then do global changes of the names on my computer. The sweet woman readily agreed. She would keep the manuscript totally confidential.

I told her I was eager to hear her response to my book, but I would understand if she did not like my style of writing or did not like this type of manuscript, adding that she not feel pressured about it.

I was exhausted, but a huge burden had been lifted. Now, I could enjoy my home. I could sit in front of the fire and leisurely meditate. I would laugh at the antics of the family of Raccoons on the back deck each evening and late into the night. It was very close to heaven on earth.

I spent more time in the village. I worked out in the gym at the Hilton. I walked around the lake, sucking in the crisp, fresh mountain air. I danced, head thrown back under the falling snow - licking the snowflakes into my mouth.

I don't recall exactly how many days had passed since I had handed my precious manuscript to my neighbor. But I was shocked to receive a phone call - a very mysterious phone call from her within a very short time telling me she had read the entire manuscript in one sitting - a real page-turner, it turned out! She asked if she could come to see me the following Saturday, and asked if she could bring her husband. Asking if she could bring her husband puzzled me, but I quickly assented.

The couple were actually a few minutes early. Her husband was about the same age, tall, well-built and very handsome. They were acting a bit odd. Part of me thought, 'oh no, she's going to tell me it is awful...blah, blah...throw it out." I smiled in spite of the doubts plaguing my insecure writer. I motioned for them to take a seat on the large u-shaped sofa. They both sat, but on the edge of the sofa - leaning forward toward me. Both of their faces filled with concern.

I braced myself. She stuttered and stammered and finally revealed that her husband is a Sheriff. He also read my manuscript. Both my eyebrows shot up at least two feet.

I wanted them to feel at ease. "Is it believable? I mean, it all sounds so outrageous..."

They both cut me off, "Ohhh, WE believe it...all of it!"

Stunned that they would believe my incredible, traumatic journey. For one of the few times in my life, I could not speak!

"In the book...Jussta, you tell of being beaten and tortured by two policemen? You infer 'they' or someone associated with them, murdered your father because of you?"

I don't think I was breathing...in fact, I am positive I was not breathing.

She blurted out in concert with her husband, "You are right! You name the two policemen. I...HE knows those policemen, or knew them!" They gave each other a knowing look and the husband spoke, "One of them is dead, Jussta. He lived in the mountains. He died because the brake lines on his car were cut and he crashed into a tree on a curve on the way down the mountain. His murder has gone unsolved. The other policeman you name has always been under suspicion - but no one could ever prove it. Turns out - the policeman that was murdered in his car - he was going to turn evidence on the other one - but was murdered before he could testify."

I could only gasp...and keep on gasping, trying to get my breath, that would not come.

The husband was short of breath himself as he continued, "You relate how the brake lines on your Rolls Royce were cut...but you escaped injury. Well, that is one of his M.O.'s - the two of them were suspected as paid assassins. The one who lives, the one who was the boss when they arrested and tortured you? He was forced into retirement and walks the streets today - a free man!"

I think the husband offered to 'look into it" more - but I begged them both - "please, do nothing, tell no one! Everyone that gets involved - are murdered or really bad, bad things happen to them. You have your family and your son. It is more than enough to have the truth confirmed!"

I told them of my dying and making a promise to the White Light and that all of this, including my father's murder were part of fulfilling my promise.

The stress and tension discussing such heavy things as life and death and paid assassins was lifted when I told them, "The White Light guided me here - guided me to listen to your dog - for us to meet and for you to confirm what I know in my heart is true! I cannot thank you enough, but please, please, leave it alone - The White Light will work it out at the right time. Promise me?"

I think they were both relieved. I walked around for days shaking my head in disbelief at the synchronicity that had brought us together. I always say, "the truth will always out!"

Obviously...it does and it will in a much bigger way. I am forever grateful to that sweet Rottweiler - even to the son who failed to feed the poor dog so that we could meet and make this miraculous connection. I bless that dog, their son and the husband and wife to this day.

DECEMBER 23, 1990: 1:48 P.M. APRIL FOOL 2 CHANNEL 21

I was sitting at my computer working on Chapter 7 of Journey of A Soul - Part II - Money, Deeds or Sorrow while I had Channel 21, The HA Channel (a new channel I discovered yesterday). When they did a promo saying April 1st is in the sign of Aries, a Fool. Well, as it turns out, when I died and was resurrected on April Fool's Day 1962 (Easter Sunday that year), that I was reborn an 'Aries' and astrologer's tell me that I was reborn from what we call the Center of Our Galaxy!

NOVEMBER 23, 1990 2:55 P.M. APRIL FOOL CHANNEL 11 - FOX TV

Lake arrowhead, California - Lucille ball & Desi Arnaz appeared as the Ricardo’s for the last time on "I love Lucy" on April 1, 1960. I was sitting at my computer working on Part II of Journey of A Soul and half-listening to the "I Love Lucy" marathon on Channel 11. I had totally tuned it out while writing and then suddenly, I turned and looked and listened. They were talking about trivia. There was a show card stating the same thing as the announcer was speaking the voice over, "Lucille Ball and Desi Arnaz appeared as the Richardo's on I Love Lucy for the last time on April 1, 1960." As I recall, the announcer then stated it was the longest running television series!

Note: I take this Divine Sign to mean that I will have the longest running television series! Also, that my writing and being right here, right now, is part of fulfilling my promise to The White Light.

OCTOBER 29, 1990 APRIL FOOL - LAKE ARROWHEAD, CALIFORNIA

"Dates With April Fools"

The television was on while I was paying bills and sorting through papers; but I was not really paying attention to it. I was thirsty. I stopped and opened a seven-up, sat on the couch and flipped the channel advance on the remote. Immediately, on the Screen was a calendar showing the month and date, APRIL 1.

A Voiceover announcer stated, "Dates with Fools...on the Dating Game! It was a promo for the show The Dating Game that I had never seen before and have not seen since. Although several years later - I was one of those women on the Dating Game years later. 2005 - I receive emails complimenting and remembering me from many years back! Obviously, it is one of their favorite re-runs! Even more bizarre, is that I totally 'forgot' about this Divine Sign and went on the television show anyway!

Note: I had just been wondering where my Divine Sign was, then dismissed the thought knowing, "it will come" and it did! I had moved up to Lake Arrowhead to write Part II of Journey Of A Soul, Money, Deeds, or Sorrow. I accepted this 'Divine Sign' to mean I am on the right track!

SEPTEMBER 6, 1990 APRIL FOOL - HELENE - COSTA MESA, CA

20 % OFF PRODUCTS (UNTIL APRIL 1ST - I was hired to organize Helene's aka (Susan's) office in her new apartment. It was a mess! There were tons of paper and catalogs piled in huge piles in baskets that reached to the ceiling. I had to go through all of her papers to organize them into files or things for her review, or to go over them with her to throw them out.

We were casual acquaintances before I came to work for her. She had come to hear me speak at the South Laguna ACA Speaker Meeting in the Auditorium of South Coast Medical Center on June 12, 1990. I spoke in front of approximately 250 people. The auditorium was packed. We had even seriously considered sharing a place and becoming roommates. Something told me to hold off even though she came off as very pleasant, sweet and obviously from a very well-off, coming from a very wealthy family.

After I had worked for her for two or three days, I saw what the problem was. I was seeing myself years before during the G.D. Nichols (not the real name of the retail chain) episode. All Susan could talk about was how everyone had ripped her off, including her ex-husband, the con man. As the day progressed, it was one lawsuit after another, another person had ripped her off; and she wasn't going to let them get away with it!

What scared me so much was that I saw myself! It was devastating to my self-image, to my memories of how certain I was how things had been. I had been totally right; and everyone else was totally wrong and trying to rip me off! Exactly like Susan!

This time, I was objective. I had no emotional investment in the conflict and I could see how she was wrong and the other people were right. She had just pushed them so much that they had to stand up to her! I told Susan. I broke down in the kitchen crying when I told her. I told her how much pain I had gone through; and it could have all been avoided, if I had just walked away and believed in Divine Justice. Not believe in justice in our court system because mostly, it isn't there. But she needed to believe in Divine Justice. Knowing without a doubt that all will be balanced. No one ever gets away with anything - no matter how it appears on this earth.

She cried too, and said she couldn't help it. She was exhausted, not able to sleep or rest, she was unable to concentrate. The first day, I saw how she spent the entire time "shuffling papers"; which is what I was famous for. Looking for tiny little notes or slips of paper and she was the one who had misplaced them. It was amazing. I could tell her where she went after talking about that particular subject and sure enough, she would go into her bathroom (where she had been as I recalled) and there were the "lost" papers. When she first hired me over the telephone, I told her that our agreement had to be that she paid me on a daily basis at the end of each day. There was no obligation to continue. She resented paying me daily. I was adamant. I was right. My intuition was right. I was using the FAX equipment we had set up in her office bathroom for lack of other counter space. While running Faxes, I sorted through papers. She had just come to tell me about someone else who had ripped her off and how we needed to file another lawsuit, this made about ten in the past two days. I told her, "Mark my words, Susan. One day you will say I ripped you off. I don't want to be in that group. Everyone rips you off, as far as you are concerned. Mark my words, one day you will say I ripped you off." She responded, "Oh, I would never say that about you. Why should I? You have only done everything you said you would do! I am totally happy with everything you've done. You're wrong, Jussta, I would never..." She walked away. I went back to sorting papers and the first one on top of the pile was a personalized make-up instruction sheet with a woman's full face (winking) for the make-up artist to demonstrate where and how to apply eye shadow and blush, etc. It has Helene's name in the top left corner with the makeup artist is Joy! Under the woman's face on the left is handwritten, "20% off products (until April 1st)"!

SEPTEMBER 4, 1990 APRIL FOOL - HELENE - COSTA MESA, CA

"THIS AGREEMENT dated the 1st day of April, 1986" This was the first April Fool Divine Sign from this woman who has several aliases. Sorting through her stacks and stacks of papers, separating them into piles for various types of files. I was skimming through them, contracts in one pile, legal another, correspondence another. However, this one was on top of the stack of papers when I returned from getting coffee. I couldn't miss the date! Agreement for Exclusive Sales Representation between Helene and ... Sports, Inc. Santa Ana, California, "THIS AGREEMENT dated the 1st day of April, 1986"!

*SEPTEMBER 1, 1990‑ APRIL FOOL -ORANGE COAST COMMUNITY COLLEGE COSTA MESA, CALIFORNIA DEADLINES: APRIL 1, FALL" Jim Jarvey (another April Fool - Divine Sign sender) suggested I could give workshops at Orange Coast Community College in Costa Mesa. I called and received the Community Services Proposal just in time for the September 1 deadline. I began to fill out the form and saw the deadline for Fall program proposals is April 1.

AUGUST 27, 1990 2:22 P.M. JOHN Law Firm ‑ COSTA MESA, CALIFORNIA

I was working at Menke-Fahrney as a legal secretary opposite Ellen when John, a full-time legal secretary at this law firm said to Ellen, "April Fool!" John helped me learn some of the quick tricks on WordPerfect 5.1, which is the program that I am writing my books and this log on.

AUGUST 14, 1990 APRIL FOOL KOCE 50 PUBLIC TELEVISION BROCHURE

Someone named Pat gave me a brochure for KOCE Channel 50 Public Television. NATURE PRESQUE ISLE Sunday, April 1 at 7:00 p.m. An examination of the latest attempt to halt the erosion of the beaches on the southern shore of Lake Erie.

JULY 26, 1990 APRIL FOOL Jim Jarvey Irvine, CA.

”It's impossible to make something foolproof, because fools are so ingenious." The words appeared on Jim Jarvey's McIntosh computer screen while he was creating my stationery and business card with all these beautiful positive words as a border and a large sun logo I used when I owned The Idle Id, Inc. It is part of a program maybe - but he had never, ever seen this particular quote out of the many that appeared!

JULY 3, 1990 APRIL FOOL LAW FIRM - COSTA MESA, CA

Working at same law firm, I was given a Response to Request for Production of Documents to type by Lisa. Line 67. An Information Request Document dated April 1, 1988.

JULY 2, 1990 APRIL FOOL LAW FIRM - COSTA MESA, CA

I was once again working for the above law firm, this time doing Deposition Summaries given to me by Beate. The part which I was to transcribe (they also had night crew working on them) had "quantify this over the four-year period 4-1-82 through 3-31-86 because..." Of course, I was the one on the crew to receive this particular section:)

JUNE 20, 1990 APRIL FOOL LAW FIRM - COSTA MESA, CA

I was working at the above law firm as a legal assistant. I always worked as a temp. Every law firm offered me permanent work - but I refused, knowing that I had to be free to follow my Divine Signs! I was warming up my morning muffin when I looked up and right above on the bulletin board was a memorandum, EFFECTIVE APRIL 1, 1989, THE FIRM HAS CHANGED CARRIERS FOR OUR WORKER'S COMPENSATION INSURANCE. WE ARE NOW WITH REPUBLIC INDEMNITY COMPANY OF AMERICA.

JUNE 2, 1990 APRIL FOOL ABA CONVENTION LAS VEGAS, NEVADA

Rhia Rogers and I had gone to Las Vegas to the American Booksellers Convention for me to approach publishers about printing my book. As I was walking quickly through all the aisles looking at the exhibits, I quickly picked up different brochures and literature without reading them, stuffing them into the book bags which the major publishers were giving out as gifts. One stopped me and I read it and laughed. "LOGOS coming APRIL FIRST" read the brochure. Another April Fool! Not only that - LOGOS is a common name for The Holy Ghost or The Holy Spirit!

MAY 24, 1990 APRIL FOOL LAW FIRM - IRVINE, CA.

I also found another agreement effective on 1st DAY OF APRIL 1985. Which was also at the same law firm. I received TWO Divine Signs in one day!

MAY 24, 1990 APRIL FOOL LAW FIRM - IRVINE, CA.

I was working as a legal assistant at this law firm for both Marcy and Phil. It was a mess, the secretary before had obviously sabotaged Phil, because she had stashed work to be done and filing because she was too overwhelmed with too much work. In going through the files, I found the law firms CARRIER FILE LIST dated APRIL 1, 1990.

MAY 17, 1990 APRIL FOOL FAMILY FRIENDS HOME - HUNTINGTON BEACH, CA.

I was on my way to the Aquarian Age Bookstore to show my book, Journey Of A Soul - Part I - House Of Wounded Hearts, when I decided to run by the my dear friend's family home on the way. I stopped to use the phone and there on top of Ernie's desk, right next to the phone was a brochure from American Airlines Long Beach, Ontario and Orange County flight schedules EFFECTIVE APRIL 1, 1990.

MAY 14, 1990 APRIL FOOL LAW FIRM - SANTA ANA, CA.

I was working on my birthday as a legal assistant at the above law firm and was using the co-op typewriter in the mailroom. There was a list of each attorneys State Bar Numbers and on the bottom, AS OF APRIL 1, 1989 WHEN A COMMERCIAL INVOICE IS REQUIRED FOR YOUR INTERNATIONAL SHIPMENT, YOU MUST PROVIDE A SIGNED AND DATED ORIGINAL AND 2 ADDITIONAL COPIES. FEDERAL EXPRESS.

MAY 22, 1990 APRIL FOOL SUNDANCE SOUTH LAGUNA, CA.

"SUNDANCE'S BIRTHDAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF APRIL NINE YEARS AGO"

I had just moved in to the bottom floor at a home on Vista De La Luna, South Laguna, California, in Three Arch Bay. It was either the first or second day, when Jenny, the landlady and I were talking at the dining room table upstairs, I was petting Sundance, her dog, when she commented that her dog, Sundance's birthday, is April Fool's Day, the first day of April, nine years ago!

APRIL 6, 1990 APRIL FOOL ENVIRONMENTAL ENGINEERING I was working at this environmental engineering firm as an environmental investigator in word processing (at first) and became a project supervisor later. Anyway, I was given a memorandum out of a huge stack of back work.. Therefore, the earliest we would see a Corridor report would be May 1 (previously scheduled for April 1, 1990, with a high potential for further slippage." (It is referring to the Star Route freeway corridor through Laguna Canyon, which I protested by walking the canyon.

MARCH 26, 1990 APRIL FOOL 150 CLEO ST. #6, LAGUNA BEACH, CA

I was in the penthouse apartment when a man and woman knocked and wanted to know about renting an apartment next year. They wanted it from October 1 to April 1, 1991. Her name was Eva 'Sleepy Hollow', Laguna Beach, CA

MARCH 22, 1990‑ APRIL FOOL LAW FIRM NEWPORT BEACH, CA

I was working as a legal assistant. Eduardo, the attorney I was assisting, gave me another contract, this one has commencing APRIL 1, 1986. It turned out after talking to him Eduardo used to be partners with Jeffrey - another attorney I worked for who had given me another APRIL FOOL Divine Sign!

MARCH 21, 1990 ‑ APRIL FOOL LAW FIRM - NEWPORT BEACH, CA

I was working as a legal assistant at the above law firm when the first item, rush, which I was given a contract for Limited Partnership from Eduardo, this one stated the date April 1, 1986.

MARCH 14, 1990 - APRIL FOOL - FAX - LAW FIRM - NEWPORT BEACH, CA.

I was working as a legal assistant for a senior partner and sending a FAX when another came in to a different law firm by mistake, I was going to ignore it but it fell out of the tray all over the floor. I started to pick it up and the top paper, top line read EFFECTIVE APRIL 1, 1990.

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