I recently changed treating physicians and was forced to create a medical history list because my medical history would never fit on any medical forms provided. I ended up with 6 pages TYPED. What a shock! I know I have suffered numerous, multiple injuries, many surgeries but was truly in awe that I survived. So how do you deal with something like this? There are two ways to look at it. Declaring how awful it is, OR, declaring amazement that I have survived and I am mobile at all any time of the day. It takes me hours to get moving in the morning. I go to bed in pain, I wake up in severe pain. It feels like my lower spine is totally torqued around to the side. I have been sitting on ice for a couple of months now because Vicodin ES doesn't begin to diminish the pain enough to be functional.
Challenging health issues can be very depressing, but I refuse to let it get me down. I am a survivor. I died and the White Light has a purpose for my being here and I choose to make the best of it and be of service as much as I am able.
I suffer from bilateral carpal tunnel and shattered my right wrist in the automobile accident of 1962 when I first died and encountered The White Light. Then another automobile accident in 2001 caused micro-fractures of my right wrist - it looked like a glued broken china plate had been re-broken in many tiny places. I had two surgeries as a result of the auto accident on my right wrist. I had the nerve moved in my right elbow. There was another automobile accident in the early 1990's and my left wrist was severely injured and the surgeon thought a ganglion cyst protruded from the top. In surgery, when he began to cut it out, he had them put me under general anesthesia because he found thousands of tentacles coming from the injury site. He had never in his life seen anything like this. I believe now it was from the silicone in my body. The silicone macrophages attack any injury or infection thinking it is silicone, compounding any injury and extending any infection.
The bilateral carpal tunnel is back with a vengeance. I can barely lift anything for fear I am going to tear something or break something in my wrists.
I have contacted several prayer and healing groups who are sending healing of various modalities and praying for me. I appreciate you sending healing energy and prayers for my highest good.
I created this website to support silicone survivors worldwide. I receive emails from people all over the world and it breaks my heart to hear the horrible medical challenges they and their children and family go through because of vanity and wanting to increase their breast size. But it is not their fault. They are told breast implants are safe - and history proves they are not. Many women report to me they were never told the average shelf-life of an implant (HA!) is 8 years and they should be replaced. It is too late when they begin having mysterious medical symptoms doctor's cannot identify and infer the person is crazy or a hypochondriac.
Tragedy upon tragedy ensues. I encourage you to print out the Recipe For Death which lists the 38 known neurotoxins in every batch of silicone and bring this to your treating doctor. Do you realize after 24 hours of implantation with breast implants silicone is found in every major organ in the person's body, including the brain?
Silicone poisoning is in essence a severe allergic reaction to the 38 known neurotoxins (neurotoxins attack and destroy the nervous system - your nerves and brain).
So the beat goes on. I post to this website when my health allows in short spurts. My web site has grown over many, many years. Maintaining this web site is my form of service since I am permanently disabled with silicone poisoning having been diagnosed with a rare condition called Siliconoma.
Once again, silicone tumors (I HOPE) are forming on my chest. One is the size of a very large grape, round in size and is very painful because it is trapped in a nerve. Once again, I am scheduled for a mammogram - yes, I have enough skin flap to be squished in that machine. I also have a scheduled ultra-sound of my chest which always reveals white snow - like an out of reception television screen because there is so much silicone in all the cells.
My doctors say they cannot help me except to try and control the severe chronic pain - which is not working without sitting on ice for hours until the ice pack gets warm after I have alternated with another cold ice pack.
Only blessings will come of this, and blessings upon you and yours. Until the next post! Love, Light, & Blessings, Jussta
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