“People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.” ~ Elisabeth Kübler-Ross
I moved and collapsed the next day with double pneumonia, on Monday, February 19, 2013. A friend called me and I had no breath to speak and told me to call 911 that I was sicker than he had ever been. I had racing chills and I felt hot. I took my temperature and I read it as 98.4 = but I called 911 anyway and told them I thought I had pneumonia The paramedics were here inside of 3 minutes, 911 had not changed my home phone to my new address and it was all I could do to tell them my new address. I had put on a long flannel gown, bamboo socks, shoes, wrapped myself in flannel sheets and piles of comforters. When they came and took my temperature, I had misread it, it was 104.8 - they took everything off of me and put me in a resin patio chair in the cold wind and I was screaming they were killing and freezing me. They kept saying, Jussta we have to cool you down fast. Long story short - temperature was 105.6 by the time we reached the ER - I was in the hospital for 6 days with double pneumonia, diabetic glucose was 309, and I learned I had congestive heart failure because of the strain on my heart. I was on super high doses of Prednisone to halt inflammation and massive amounts of antibiotics.
Call it the repeating syndrome, there have been so many large earthquakes almost on a daily basis that I have not updated my predictions - to clarify, I keep seeing flooding, massive flooding in the North East of USA and many areas of the world - I have predicted this before and my rational mind saw the cause as from Hurricanes but now I am getting it is from very bizarre weather and service problems. My predictions have certainly come through, as well as the last decade of rising real estate prices and the real estate market bubble bursting - well it has not yet burst, but a major slow down has occurred across the United States. Homes for sale are sitting on the market much longer and sellers are forced to reduce their selling price - several times.
Condominiums and new homes in San Diego are now offering NEW CARS included in the price of the home or condo or property along with many other incentives. Real Estate (slow down) has been on both the local and national news almost nightly with tragic stories of people over-extended with the "creative financing" of the 90's.
People have been spending far beyond their income with very little in savings for the past decade - and especially for the first six years of 2000 - why? I sense because all of us feel our world is in jeopardy and no one knows what additional horrors and tragedies tomorrow or next week will bring. How sad. I certainly would NOT want to be bringing up children in the coming decades, nor even grandchildren - I know this is a dismal view, but I do not see the world wars, terrorism, or aggression abating - people are becoming much more aggressive, feeling out of control and overwhelmed by not only the future of the USA (thanks to Bush) and for the world in general that we are witnessing the most bizarre and totally over-the-top actions and reactions of violence and disrespect for one another. I do not have to give you any examples, I KNOW you are experiencing them in your own lives and in worldwide news - it seems that each report or experience is more outrageous than the last.
My health is like a roller coaster. The only way I can deal with it is one day at a time, and many times, one hour at a time. I am sleep deprived because of all the earthquake and volcanic eruption activity worldwide. As a silicone survivor with tons of silicone residue in all my cells and in every major organ, I discovered this year the silicone makes me a super conductor. Silicone is used in computers because at low temperatures it does not conduct electro-magnetic energies - however, my body temperature is usually 98.4 degrees turning my body into a super-conductor. Please visit my earthquake predictions web pages (or click on Site Map above to see list of earthquake and predictions pages) for detailed background and predictions which I post when my health permits.
I recently changed treating physicians and was forced to create a medical history list because my medical history would never fit on any medical forms provided. I ended up with 6 pages TYPED. What a shock! I know I have suffered numerous, multiple injuries, many surgeries but was truly in awe that I survived. So how do you deal with something like this? There are two ways to look at it. Declaring how awful it is, OR, declaring amazement that I have survived and I am mobile at all any time of the day. It takes me hours to get moving in the morning. I go to bed in pain, I wake up in severe pain. It feels like my lower spine is totally torqued around to the side. I have been sitting on ice for a couple of months now because Vicodin ES doesn't begin to diminish the pain enough to be functional.
Challenging health issues can be very depressing, but I refuse to let it get me down. I am a survivor. I died and the White Light has a purpose for my being here and I choose to make the best of it and be of service as much as I am able.
I suffer from bilateral carpal tunnel and shattered my right wrist in the automobile accident of 1962 when I first died and encountered The White Light. Then another automobile accident in 2001 caused micro-fractures of my right wrist - it looked like a glued broken china plate had been re-broken in many tiny places. I had two surgeries as a result of the auto accident on my right wrist. I had the nerve moved in my right elbow. There was another automobile accident in the early 1990's and my left wrist was severely injured and the surgeon thought a ganglion cyst protruded from the top. In surgery, when he began to cut it out, he had them put me under general anesthesia because he found thousands of tentacles coming from the injury site. He had never in his life seen anything like this. I believe now it was from the silicone in my body. The silicone macrophages attack any injury or infection thinking it is silicone, compounding any injury and extending any infection.
The bilateral carpal tunnel is back with a vengeance. I can barely lift anything for fear I am going to tear something or break something in my wrists.
I have contacted several prayer and healing groups who are sending healing of various modalities and praying for me. I appreciate you sending healing energy and prayers for my highest good.
I created this website to support silicone survivors worldwide. I receive emails from people all over the world and it breaks my heart to hear the horrible medical challenges they and their children and family go through because of vanity and wanting to increase their breast size. But it is not their fault. They are told breast implants are safe - and history proves they are not. Many women report to me they were never told the average shelf-life of an implant (HA!) is 8 years and they should be replaced. It is too late when they begin having mysterious medical symptoms doctor's cannot identify and infer the person is crazy or a hypochondriac.
Tragedy upon tragedy ensues. I encourage you to print out the Recipe For Death which lists the 38 known neurotoxins in every batch of silicone and bring this to your treating doctor. Do you realize after 24 hours of implantation with breast implants silicone is found in every major organ in the person's body, including the brain?
Silicone poisoning is in essence a severe allergic reaction to the 38 known neurotoxins (neurotoxins attack and destroy the nervous system - your nerves and brain).
So the beat goes on. I post to this website when my health allows in short spurts. My web site has grown over many, many years. Maintaining this web site is my form of service since I am permanently disabled with silicone poisoning having been diagnosed with a rare condition called Siliconoma.
Once again, silicone tumors (I HOPE) are forming on my chest. One is the size of a very large grape, round in size and is very painful because it is trapped in a nerve. Once again, I am scheduled for a mammogram - yes, I have enough skin flap to be squished in that machine. I also have a scheduled ultra-sound of my chest which always reveals white snow - like an out of reception television screen because there is so much silicone in all the cells.
My doctors say they cannot help me except to try and control the severe chronic pain - which is not working without sitting on ice for hours until the ice pack gets warm after I have alternated with another cold ice pack.
Only blessings will come of this, and blessings upon you and yours. Until the next post! Love, Light, & Blessings, Jussta
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